When Haley Bieber announced her first pregnancy with husband of nearly six years Justin Bieber in May, she was six months pregnant and thought about keeping her pregnancy a secret until the end, she told W magazine in an interview for a new cover story published today.

“Honestly, I was able to keep it quiet because I've always been little,” Haley said. 'I didn't have a belly until I was six months pregnant. I could wear big jackets and stuff.”

“I could have hidden it until the end, but I didn't want the stress of not being able to enjoy my pregnancy outwardly,” Haley added. I felt like I was hiding this big secret, and it didn't feel good. I wanted the freedom to go out and live my life.”

Haley told the magazine about her early pregnancy with husband Justin, “The first time around was super emotional for me. I love this human being so much. Justin and I, just the two of us, trying to soak up the days.” [Of their apparently rock-solid marriage, she added. 'Oh, they're falling apart, they hate each other, they're getting divorced. People don't want to believe that we're happy."

She added: ”They don't want to believe that we're happy.

She continued, “I think at some point you get used to it. I've tried to think that at some point you get used to it. But it doesn't make it any less actually hurtful.

Haley and Justin were married in September 2018, and Haley initially said she “didn't want to talk” about her engagement ring, but after Justin confirmed that it had been upgraded and was “a carat bigger,” she eventually squashed rumors about it She decided to squash the rumors about it. 'Actually, it's only a carat bigger,' she said. It's just longer and narrower. People are talking about it all the time. I don't like it. I didn't want to talk about it.”

She and Justin are spending the last days of her pregnancy in Idaho, where they live part-time. Haley told W about Justin: “He's already there, waiting for me.”

They are creating their own family, she added, “I'm not super close to my family [the famous Baldwins] at this point. I'm my own individual now, and I've built my own family.”

However, she added of growing up as a Baldwin, “When I look back on my childhood and how I grew up, I have very fond and beautiful memories,” Hayley said.

Now, as the Beaver family of three, it's time to create new memories.